When I was in high school I used to find things to write about all the time. Fast forward almost 21 years later and the ideas don't come to me as easily. I have been through a lot the past few years and I finally feel like I am figuring out who I am again! For the first time in a long time I don't feel like I have to change my behavior in order to please the people who love me the most. I know, "DUH"!

My DH has given me the much needed space to figure out who I am. The wild thing is I am starting to feel comfortable being me. I don't feel like I have to censor myself. No one to say "More Garfield stuff? Don't you think this is turning into an obsession?" No one to make me ashamed of my likes and to make me feel like I have to defend or justify my dislikes.

So, I guess what I am trying to say is "Watch out world! Marguerite is back! I am new and improved!" I feel like Rip Van Winkle must have felt after he woke up from his long nap. I feel like I am coming out of a very dense and thick fog! Things that I have looked at for most of my life I am looking at in a totally different light. I wish I could put this into words that would accurately explain what I am trying to say. But I can't. One step and one word at a time I guess! LOL