UGH!

How does one change procrastination? I am doing a type of soul-searching (if you want to call it that) and have decided that I don't like myself very well. I procrastinate waaay too much, and its always on stuff I know I should do and don't want to do. For instance, I have LOTS of homework to do and keep putting it off. I also need ot write a bunch of checks to pay bills and have been putting those off too.

I just went today to visit my grandma in the nursing home and that doesn't look good either. As much as we all want her to ome home, I don't think its going to happen this time. It is getting harder and harder to go see her. Personally, I think we could do a better job taking care of her at home, but we can't afford to pay for round the clock care. :-(

Maybe I will be better able to look at things after my overnite in Michigan City on Saturday. I gotta do something, cuz I feel myself getting more and more depressed everyday.